| Heya |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|07:01 pm] |
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Hey Guys when did I last write? Sunday was it? Who cares. Monday was uneventful came home did nothing Matt came over. Did nothing. SLept. TUesday was a great day suprisingly. I didn't have English ause I went to drama, adn I had to read Princess Pam's part. Then Chorus practice was ok. The guy section I am surrounded by. They are lal freshman and for one somng 7th and 8th graders, and they are all off pitch. It is horrible. for those coming to the concert you should enjoy tomorrow. I mean seriously, if you are sining a made up melody to God Bless America wouldn't you know and stop SINGING??? lol Ne way then I had calc and that was ok. I have a test thurs and friday,a dn friday it is a group one and my group sucks. I am the smart one in the group, so I have noone to leech off of. Then Fourth block I had an easy health test and watched Remember the titans with MR. Dailey. No matter how many tiems you see that movie I love it more and more. Chorale was till 5 today,a nd it went rally good. We are sding ing two jazz songs with mics. SO awesome. Danielle and I share a mic, and we are dead center. Its cool . I thinkw e sound pretty good escpecially the girls. Ne way I am looking foward to tomorrows concer. Then I cam home,a dn worked my ass off for a change with shcool work. I actually did all my math HW, and then I worte an GREAT essay if I do say so myself, and filled out 10 college aid letter things. I am on the BALL lol . For those of you who are seniors, the time to apply is gonna sneak up on you so its better to start early. I alsop have to start looking for plane tickets to NC for thanksgiving to see my dah- ling. Ne way he is actually just called so ta ta for now suckas. Love ya, erica |
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| Since thursday |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|03:19 pm] |
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So continuing my last entry, I think I left off, that Neesha Qa coimgn. Well she came and we made her her favorite dinner. She ate like a pig. It was really nice to see her agin, but unfortunately she ddint'stay long cause she was deathly allergic to my cats. Then friday was an ok day school was fun, and then Kaley came over after school, and we drove Michelle home and hung out there for a bit and played catch the leaf. Awesome game. Then Kaley came back to my house and we played Mow and had dinner then Michelle came over and we went int he jacuzzi. The Kaley ahd to leave and me dani and Michelle watched saved which sucked. the she left and we clor5ed for a but and then I talked ot chris and went to sleep. I was in a kind blah mood. Nothing was really bothering me, well nutin that should bother me, but i just was in a bad mood. Girls get like that sumtime. Ne way Saturday was fun, I did a painting pumpkin thing with the kids at work tilllike 3 ten I slept till 5 then taLKED TO CHRIS, AND then had dinner, and finally neesha calledme, and we went ove there and watched hour apon hour of TV. We watched New York Minute, which I loved, iit was so funny. the twin got new respect from me their acting was almost good. The Daniellle left cause she ahd to go to churcha dn I slept over Neesha's cause her dad was making hocolate pancakes in the morning. We went to bed at 4 and then woke p at ten and had the delicious pankcakes. The we ewatched Euro trip, and then i wne to home and Mtt was over and I played guitar, tried on my Halloween costume went in the jacuzzi, then showered . Matt left, then we went back to Neesha's where i am writing this entry. Tonite she is leaving at 5, then we are taking Johann out for her B-day. ne way thats all folk. ttyl Love Erica |
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[Oct. 14th, 2004|05:23 pm] |
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Hey guys, This day started off bad, but i knew the end would be great, cause NEESHA is coming home today and we are gonna chill. I woke up all sore, and tired, and my whole body ached, when Steven tried to crack my back yesterday and ended up bruising me with my own fist. School sucked cause I felt horrible and nauseus, but by third block I felt better. I got a 100 on an easy work together quiz. Health was fun, and then last block I hung out with Mr. D. I got all my college letters and crap, I got 5 i think that is enough. Then I ahd chorale which was fine. I thin came home, well first I got a pumpkin spics cappachino at Bushkill corners, (pretty good) I like the vanilla better. Then I cleaned my rooma nd made it so it didnt smell like cat poop. Now it smells good for Nessha. She should be coming soon. SO excited. We got her a little present. New wya thats all for now. I will tell you more later, also I got a lovely comment from my lover lol. Thank you very much. ttyl all later getting my application ready now then maybe playing a bit o guitar. Love yas <3 Erica |
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[Oct. 13th, 2004|12:15 pm] |
Hey Guys, I haven't written in thios for like a week, but I just got busy and I didn't feel like it. But since my birthday things have been crazy but fun. This past four day weekend was awesom,e Sara's party was fun except for the game part which got messed up. Friday night atJess's was quite an experience but she really liked her present. I also became closer to alot iof my friends this weekend, and became friends with someone i didn't really like b4. My friend Kaley and i had the best time at Mazilla SUnday, and I just love her. I also got to talk to Brandy alot this weekend and we became freidns wehcihw as cool. I also became closer to Scott monday night, we had a really good talk. SO all in all iot was a great weekend. Last night i stayed up to 1 talking to Chris, but it was worth it. I liove for those late night conversations. We alwasy have the best convos then, and teh phone is all we have right now, so if I have to stay up till 1 so be it. He is doing his best to come to Bloomsburg with me next year, and i think that is the most amazing thing. I have this problem, where I can't express my feelings to him in words, so it is very hard to let him know lol over the phone. So this next part of the journal is just to him
Chris: Last night when I said u were incredible, I meant it with all my heart. I only used incredible because of a lack of a better word. I have never had someone care about me so much, and you have opened my eyes and my heart to feelings I never knew I could possess, and that I thought were only true in books. I never thought I would find something like this, or someone like you, and still don't believe it is happening to me, or that I could be so lucky. Why do u love me like you do? I question this every day, and I still don't understand why you bother with me. Our relationship is filled with risks, and the unknown, but one thing I do know is that my feelings for you are real and that some how everything will work out. Fate is on our side. "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return" I never understood the truth in this statement, untill you. Your the best man!
OKay sorry everyone for the sappy paragraph, but I just love the guy ok.... and I am not a good feeling expesser. Nothing else here is new Parametrics suck, I am going to youth group tonite hope to see you there. I think I know exactly what I am gonna pray for. There are some friends of mine that are really going through some ahrd times, so hopefully my prayers can help them. I am not realy religious and I don't pray often, but i don't know what else to do or how to help. Ne way I have to go to wprk I just got tha call,a dnI have to return a favor to a friend so I guess I will be lat e to youth group. tty all later <3 Erica |
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| MY birthday! |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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Hey Guy, My birthday was awesome, I got lots of wonderful presents from all my wonderful friends. It was so nice to come into school and have so mnay people care about me. Then I came home, and My parents made a wonderful dinner for me and I gfot some nice presents from them, including a coffee machine for college next yerar, and Matt came too and gave me and Danielle some really nice things. He was so thoughtful. I got a capo for my guitar,a dn some guitar picks, and he got danielle and I a little cappachino machine. We had wanted one for a really long time. I can't wait to try it out. It was a really Great Birthday, a Great day following the best weekend ever. The rest fo the week went ok too. Thursday sucked, up till the end of the day when Jerss met us at the school, and gave us such nice presents. She had made4 us this collage and this cool lamp and we got thsi aeswome clock thing. It was great I can't wait for her B_DAY After school we went shopppping and got some awesome thigns for sara and Jess for their b-days comingup. Matt's is MOnday I can't wait to give him my gifts. I may have gone a little overboard... nah... We also practiced for the Satr spangled banner thursdya for friday's pep rally, with dani, me j-h-ann and Kaitlin. It went ok but Yoz alsoways takes out all the good stuff. She was also making us add scott, but he never practiced with us and I was a fraid he wouldn't blend... It just put me in a horribkle mood., Then Friday was awesome, we praacticed with Scott it was amazing I was worng, he was a fast learned and blkended well. Then we sang atr the pep rall yand it was ok except we had 1 mic for five people and they could hardly hear us, and people didn't stop talking till half way throught he national anthem. We alkso did the school song. Thatw ent good. Then Nazarina and Joph-ann came over and we went and got chinese and went to the ffottball game. The game sucked, we won but hardly anyonewas there adn the floats were pitiful. Our school sucks. I keft at hal;f time, and Matt came over and I went to sleep. I also had a kind of fight with chris I accidently said something which hiurt his feelings and he was pissed. I felt so bad it was only like 15 minutes, but they were thw orst 15 minutes of my life. Today, we are going to get kittens and then I work till 9. Then tomorrow is SARSA"S B_DAY Happy birthday!! I can't wait for the kittens. so thats it. Love uou all.. <3 erica |
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| Monday and Tuesday |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|06:04 pm] |
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Hey guys, I know today is wednesday, and my irthday, but I figured I would write that entry when my birthday is over so I can include all the wonderful things and people in it. I did not write about MOnday and Tuesday so here it goes. This week is going reall good, I haven't been getting much sleep, but that is because Monday I spent all day reviewing for tests for tuesday. Then after school I tried to study i really did, lol but i neded a nap and then Matta and Scott showed up, and we hung out lol so I didn't get to studying till like 8:30. then I HAD to talk to chris lol so bedtime wa like 11:30which is late for me. Then tuesday was awesome, cause al my tests went well, 87 in calc. It was an OK grade not horible but I should have gotten an A. Of course Danielle got a 95. Then we had chorale which is alwasy fun, and then dani, joh-ann and I went to Pizza hut to visit Big A and he gave me free b-day food. Then Joh-ann came over and we sang for hours practicing the national anthem for the pep rally! Then Matt came over and we sang for him, then I drove Joh-ann home like 9:30, talked to chris till like 11 lol then went to sleep. It was a pretty good two days! I also really mis Chris. Leaving him after this weekend was so much harder than the other times I have left him. I don't know if it is because we were only together for two days, or maybe its the fact that every time I see him I fall more and more in love. For the people who are gagging right now I am sorry lol, but it just sucks only talking to him like 20 minutes a day, and now it doens't look like we are going down to visit in October anymore, cause my friends Katie's family can't go, and we stay with her grandparents. We are prolly going now for thanksgiving, which would be awesome, btu two months is a REALLY REALLY REALYY long time away. I thought two weeks seemed like forever. Chris says he is gonna try to come in end of October, so I hope that works out... Anyway thats all folks. So far Iam having the BEST birthday ever, and thank you everyone who is making it that way. We are about to have my biorthday dinner and Matt should be here any minute. I will tell you all about my wonderful birthday in my next entry. Love ya, <3 Erica |
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| New York |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|09:14 pm] |
Hey guys,
I guess you guys are dying to know about my New York weekend, since that is all I have been talking about since forever. Well it was as wonderful as I made it sound. I got there at like 11 on Friday, and we went to the hotel, and then went to lunch at this little mexican resturaunt downstairts of the hotel. It was Me and Chris plus his parents and another couple and their children. I am not a huge fan of Mexican, but it was ok cause I was sicka dn I couldn't taste anything anyway. Then after lunch we went sightseeing on one of those cool double decker busses, but we coul;dn't get up top. We went to Ground Zero, but unfortunately you couldn't see much, and being that it is 3 years later it didn't have the effect that it I thought it would have. Then we went back to the hotel, and we got ready for dinner. There was 12 of us that went to this place called Carmines. Dinner took 3 hours, and there was sooo much food. The portions were huge. Don't ask if it was good or not cause Idon't know, ut it looked good. Then we went to this comedy show and i was so damn funny. The MC was this irish white Gay guy and he was hilarious. Then there were like 9 comic and they were all funny. SOme more than others, and some were a little innapropriate, but it was really fun. Then we went backt ot the hote. Chris,his paretns and I all shared a room, and even though his paretns had the bed next to us They made chris slep on the floor. I felt so bad but he wouldn't have it any other way. I really didn't see what the big deal was, but paretns will be paretns. Also, Chris gave me my birthday gift, and he wanted to do it in priovate which was so sweet, but we couldn't get any privacy with his parents always being there so we ended up in a stairwell, which was so unromantic that it actually was romantic lol .He gave me this beautiful necklace and ring. You guys can see it in school. I love it. ON saturday, we woke up and went shopping up and down fifth avernue. There were all these cool people peddling on the sreet with all this immitation stuff. Then this freaky lady was following me and Chris, adn she wispered in his ear (murder rape, abomination. ) It ws so scary! There are alot of freaky people in NY needless to say we got away fromher as fast as possible. After shopping, we got ready for the show. The show was amazing. It was so different from any other show I have ever seen or heard about. The band rosee up from the stage, adn was on a platfor in the air the whole time. Wer saw Moving Out in case you didn't know. It had all Billy Joel music in which is awesome anyway. The play didn't have any dialouge and the actorts only danced, and the band sang the whole thimng. The band was a mazing,a dnt eh sets and dancing were phenomenal. The dancers interpreted the whole plot of the show. If you are not a music fan though this how won't be quite as enjoyable for you thought, I loved it, even though the usher lady kept yelling at me for taking picture, and she though Chris and I were related. We quickly showed her we weren't lol. After the show, everyone went fdor appetizers at the Mexican esturaunt, but Chris and I wanted to shop so we shopped around Time Square. We met some really cool people, this homeless guy rapped about me in times square, cause we gave him a dollar and there was this amazing tap dancer guy too. I don't think you should donate to homeless people, only ones that have good giimics. There were also these chinese people everywhere that had signs and were handing out flyers about the hoprrible things in China. It was so sad, and al I could think about was how we were so lucky, and all they wanted was someone to listen to them, and we can't even take a flyer. They aren't even asking for moeny.The we got ready to eat at the four season. We all looked lovely there were 12 of us in all, but chris looked the best. He looked so hot lol and I had these big shoes so we were close to the same height. I felt so famous. The resturaunt weas beautiful it looked just like the pictures. The dinner was so fancy, it made me enevous though, but it was fun to pretend I belonged. TYhe food was dissapointing for the price, and the amount you got was very little. But in a place like that iot is expected, cause you are really paying for the service and atmosphere. People just go there to say they went. After that we went back to the hotel hung out a bit and went to sleep. This morning was like hell, cause Chris felt horrible and I was misreable at the thogught of leaving him again. It is like torture to love some one so much and having sucha wonderful time and having to leave again. I tried so hard not to cry, but I sadi goodb ye to everyone, and I couldn't help it. I know I am gonna see Chris soon, but I think I ws very empotional. Then my dad and I drove home. I got home like 1 and just spent the day doing the odds and ends I need to get done like unp[acking and stuff. I talked to chris a couplke times he had a good flight. It was horrible though I have never been like this before after saying goodbye to him, but I kept crying all day. This was a very special weekend for me. I found out how much it is possible to love someone./ Now I have to go cause writing about my wonderful weekend is making me cry again. Love you all erica |
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| New York Tomorrow!! |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|07:30 pm] |
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Hey Guys, sorry for the delay inthis entry, IO worte one yesterday and it dissapeared. The last three days have been ok. I have been getting sick which sucked. Monday was boring, tuesday I went to school and the chorale, then to sara's to practice for our voice test. Thatw as fun then we planned for Sara's murder mystery party. Then me and dani stopped at Matt's and then went home. Wednesdya was ok, nothing really happened. The today thursday was bad up till ther end. I felt very sick, but then at the end of the day I felt bvetter, and me Garret an Nick skipped 10th period and went to Bushkill corners. SHHH!! it was fun lol. Then we drove michelle and Lisa home, and we stayed at Michelles' for a while and Jess howed up and we say her enior pictures. The we went to ANythiny's house and played DDR. I am the worst at that game:.( Allt he band dorks are so good!) They have rhythm I guess lol .Then Iw ent home finished pakcing fort NY got a hair cut and went tot he bank. Then tonite we have JOy and O.C. so cool!! Chris is already in NY and he says the hotel and everything is awesome. We are on the 31st floor, and it over looks the city. I can't wait to see it. I will be in NEw York by 11 tomorrow it is gonna be so great. I will ahve access to a computer so leave a comment, or e-mail me at lilelphantbaby14@hotmail.com. I am gonna try to updat my journal s u guys can hea5r bout my trip. Also, u can call on my cell 977 2531. Wish me fun! Have a greast weekend. Love ya <3 Erica |
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| the last couple days |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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Hey Guys, sry I haven't written, but I just forgot lol .This weekend was really fun, I had the camp out saturday, which was a ball. I got so much closer to all those girls and I love them so much! Bounce into a GREAT tomorrow. lol Then Sunday Iw ent to work froom Michelles in my PJ's and I brought my pillow. I was there 9 hours,and noone came and I slept. Then icame home and Matt came over and then iw ent to bed early. I thinkI am getting sick and I absolutely refuse to get sick for NEw York this weekend. Anyway thatw as sunday. Todayw as boring I feel like crap, English sucked. I hate that teacher more each day. She had the nerver to give me an 80 on a quiz! That's not why I hate her though. Then I am so confused in Calc, cause we actually had class friday and I thought we weren't going to. Then I came home did some HW and napped. I also have been talking to chris all afternoon. I am so exctited for our trip this weekend. I found out all the details, we are staying at the westin, eating at the four seasons and seeing Moving Out. I can't wait to see the show I have never seen a broadway show and I heard it is suppose to be great. I am gonna take tons of pictures,and when i get back if I can figure it out I will psot them on my journal. Ne way matt's coming over and we are going to watch Office Space witht he family. Love ya<3 erica |
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| Weird Day.. |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|01:24 am] |
Hey Guys, Friday was a basically good day. I sisn't go to school and I slept in. It was wonderful lol. Then I went to Matt's house, and I had a very good time. We played monopoly with his siter, and we made dinner for his parents, and played guitar. I had a very good day bonding with his family, adn I really like them. I want to go there more often. Then we left Matt's, and we were going to go to the football game, but it was raining, so we went to Jess's work and we decided to go to walmart after she got off. It sucked though, cause I promised to drive Jessica home form the football game so I had to drive all the way there, allt he way home and then back out. But, I got what I wanted at Walmart for matt, and I currently making it for him. It is pretty hard though, but it is coimng otu good. I also got a very disturbing call from chris. He was really upset, and it hurt me so bad that I couldn't be there to comfort him. There is not much you can do to make a person feel better ont he phone, but I tried my best. I am just glad I get to see him in 6 days. Well anyay i don't workt ill 3 tomorrow so i am planning on sleeping in then doing so English HW.
Chris: I wish there was sumthing I could do or say to comfort you, all i can say is that I love you and that isn't going to change. I trust you and I have faith in our relationship. Long distance sucks, but you are more than worth the wait.
Love <3 Eruca |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
Thursday was a really good day for tyhe most part. I got a 94 on my calc. test iuworked so hard I am really proud of my grade causeit was really hard. Then I found out thatw e get out at 112 tomorrow cause laura bush is coming to our school. After school, we met Jessat Dairy Queen and went to ESU. We wanted to go to a party there, but my paretns said no. We had this horrible fight with them and I don't know what is going to happen. I feel so guilty, and I just don't wnt to be home aymore. They treat me like I am a little kid. Instead of the pparty we went to walmart, cause I had to get a couple things, and it was fun. We met some guys which was fun. Danielle and Jess didn't find any they liekd though. I didn't need to look, cause I am gonna see my perfect guy in less than 8 days! So thatwas basically my day I hope things go ok with my family. I am not going to school tomorrow thereis no point since we are getting out at 11 and then I can sleep in. Everyone have anice day!
Chris: Sorry we didn't get to talk much today, I miss you so much 8 days!! |
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| I LOst my entry |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|11:04 pm] |
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Hey Guys!! I wrote this really detailed entry, andI lost it... I don't have time to re - write it. I ahd a good ay! See you at the pole was awesome. jess is sleeping over. Love ya erica |
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| A great end to a Shitty Day |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|10:50 pm] |
Hey everyone,
My day started off ok. I was utterly exhausted, but it is my own fault. We had the See you at the Pole thing, and it was really amazing. Like 50 some people showed up. It was my first time, and lately I have been trying to find god, because I see my friedns who truly believe and it is such a big part of their life, that I want it to be a part of mine. I porayed to god to send me a sign that he was there, and I think Igot one. It was just something little,but I think it was real.After that, I went to school, and I fell asleep in every class. Calc, was good except the numbers on the calculator gives me a headache. I am working so hard in that class my brain is on over load. I came home from school, adn I studied for calc. Then i went to Youth group. It was kind of boring tonite, but I brought alot of people. Jess adn Joh-ann came. I thinkI am gonna try Johans youth group next week. Then after youth group, we all went out to Perkins, and Joh- ann and Jess kept getting all the waitors to come to our table, and kept flirting and stuff. WE were such losers i was OMG lol but it was so much fun. Then we danced in the rain, then dropped off of Joh -ann, and Jess is sleeping over. Well, anyway I am going to bed I promised my mom like 10 : 30, and now it is 11. WE are gonna do back massages and go chit chat before bed. Chris I love you so much!! 8 days!!! <3 erica |
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| It's a Monday |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|05:30 pm] |
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Hey guys, well here is a littel bit about my day... I woke up feeling quite refreshed, after a fun night of playing guitar with matt and watching the Matrix 3. Good movie bad ending. I went to school everything was good excpet calculus which is soo hard, but good news is that now I can independent study dram so I am doing the dram play I am so excited.. What should I be a prisoner, or cook? We are doing Puss in Boots. How cute. Anyway... My Home work is so hard and I don't get any of it so forget skipping school and going to Bloomsburg tomorrow:.( Afterschool went well I had to try out for Chorale, I did well and I have little doubt that I will make it just because I am a senior and I have been it 4 years already. We should be pretty good this year. ANyway first practice is tomorrow.Now I have to go finish up that HW yay!! Not Dani is fighting with my mom as usual I never see her anymore, and when I do we fight. She is addicted to Spades on the computer, and for those who on't knwo she has a REAL problem. Its lkike we are grown up and she has no life now I feel bad but ti isn't my fault. Get a job or a hobby or sumething. I also really miss Chris. I was talking to this girl and she as saying how her brother and his GF broke up cause they were together all the time and they fought all the time. It really sucks that I hardly ever see him, cause it is getting harder and harder. I really do believe that it can work though, because this may sound Gay but I think we have sumthing special. At least I hope so. Sorry, I just had to get that out I was really missing him today but good thing is there is only 11 days timme I see him in New York. I am so excited! Love ya lots, <3 Erica |
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| First Entry |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|02:11 pm] |
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Hey Guys this is my first entry and I really have no clue what I am doing. I would like to add color and back rounds to my journal but I don't kowo how. If anyone does please e-mail them and tell me how. Anyway, I guess this is for telling you about my day, or life so here goes :.) Today I worked for Danielle till 1, then came home and was incredibly bored and lonely. I had nuttin to do and no friend to hang out with. I played guiatr till my fingers were numb, " Time of your life" by Green Day. I am actually doing pretty good. I really like the song and it isn't too hard for me. Finally I got a hold of Matt, and I want to go rafting but I have no raft, so he is looking for one. So hopefully we get to do that today. If not he is bringing a guitar and we are going to jam. It is gonna be some good times. Not good playing, but some good times.. Dani comes home at 6 so we will prolly all chill after that. I hope today is gonna be a good day, and we get to go rafting. Please hurry with the information on how to unborify by live journal. Have a nice day, Love yas <3 erica |
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